I don’t mean to pass judgement, but why turn to astrology? If you are experiencing self-destructive behavior, you ought to seek professional help. :c And I’m certainly not qualified to give you the help you need. That’s not the answer you’re looking for, I know. And, though it’s possible you’re using the term “bipolar” in a cultural sense, rather than a diagnostic sense, if you truly show signs of having Bipolar Disorder, then I stress the seeking professional help even more. If you are having severe emotional issues, I’m afraid there’s not much I can do for you. :c
So, in response to “I am seeking help in some way or another,” I suppose my advice is clear? Seek help from a professional. I wouldn’t want to misguide someone in a fragile state of mind, and only worsen your issue.







